hey hey note the time!! haha actually nothing much to blog. its 3.15am and im still online!! if i can i also dun wanna sleep. dun feel like sleeping anymore. maybe coz i slept till about 12 halfway through doing econs tys. even though we did pw for the whole night we still havent finished. too many things to compile on my part. gosh. haha. number of words is standing at 2000+. and we still have loads of stuff not added inside. i believe we will exceed the word limit haha. but no worries. shall just put in whatever we want to first. later den worry about word limit. but im quite sick of pw now. bleahz. been staring at it for 3h+ straight. mentally taxing yah.
and now i need to do my econs tys. a bit more at least. left off at qn 10 before i slept. there are 75 qns altogether. congratulations to myself. haha.
barney is serious about not sleeping. he's still online now chatting with me haha. ok and doing work too. and its
on 93.3 now. how coincidental. oh wellz. haha.
It's something Mystical
Sunday, September 19, 2004
withers away @ 10:33 pm
ytd was fun haha. met joan at 5 and we went into tch. walked right to the end of it where the scouts rm is. haha. never walked there before until joan brought me there. i saw the junior scouts first. haha we decided to be a little more discreet and walked to the side to spot pin and barney. ok pin was like so damn recognizable. barney.. needed a few more looks to confirm. haha in scouts u!! caught u!
we went to the benches in hc to sit and wait for them to finish. haha. waited for them to change. they came over for a while. then later went to play soccer. cyn came over and we went to walk walk abit. den went back to where joan was and waited somemore. played puzzle bubble and more puzzle bubble haha. i finally got to level 11!
when finally pin came over and dried himself and what not, we went over to maf proper. walked with them for a while, saw the nice lightup, den met up with cyn coz she like got separated frm her choir mates. pin and joan went to get a drink, den i decided to leave them alone. went walking around with cyn and met up with her choir mates. they are really nice ppl:)
somehow ended up in the. erm i dunno what they call it. ok whatever. dancing mass dance. so they ended up dancing and i ended up stoning haha. den later sang songs. so long since i sang like chinese songs all the way through in a sch. ok i didnt sing all of them but still. i miss ny. haiz. the hc songs of course i dunno. even tho until the end i could get the tune, i still couldn't sing. haha. im an njcian! how can i sing hc songs!?! non-hc ones i sing along lah haha. they sang, or rather we sang
dang ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi shei. hiyo so sad. but it turned out v funny. haha. coz we were standing in 2 rows at first, the guys at the back and gals in front. den when we sang this song the gals turned around and we put our arms around each other. haha they included me! ended up a guy on my left and cyn on my right. haha he didnt dare to put his arms around my shoulder!! ok expected lah. but later we still completed the circle. but till now i still dunno who is he. but nvm. i just found the whole thing v funny haha.
after singing they continued mass dancing and i continued stoning. ok so i looked damn weird in the centre of that place. even the councillors asked me to join in. i didnt haha. so i decided i should go look for pin and joan. den pin called! haha. ok joan called. ok joan called using pin's phone. yupz. haha. they were in tch. was so dark haha i nearly didnt know how to walk. but of course i couldnt miss the tch clock tower. so met up with them. went to kap to eat dinner. had to climb the gate out.
yeah enjoyable day! on the way home listened to cd cyn passed to me. oh my it just rox. i mean the 3rd track. the first time i listened to it last year i was really touched by it. then this yr's concert. den ytd. gosh its such a beautiful song-Amor de mi Alma (translation: you are the love of my soul).
i was born to love only you
my soul has formed you to its measure
for you i was born
for you i live
for you i must die
and for you i give my last breath
It's something Mystical
Friday, September 17, 2004
withers away @ 11:27 pm
nice aerobics lesson today! yeah so fun! but v sweaty. this instructor was much better than the previous. so zai. got breakdance movement somemore.. haha.. but no more liao.. 2 lessons only..
today is the first day when my mum is not around in s'pore.. hoho the first time in history.. but she's still like worried about me.. nvm.. normal.. so now im all alone at home.. went for dinner outside.. haha so fun!
tml going for hc maf. today's nj and ny's maf. if we knew it was ny's maf today, we would have went. bleahz. but nvm. hope hc maf tml will be fun! yeah...
still havent started mugging. hiya i so screwed. only end up doing tuts and nothing else. slacked the whole of tonight. bleahz.
if i knew what to do, i wouldn't be here slacking and doing nothing.
It's something Mystical
Thursday, September 16, 2004
withers away @ 2:17 pm
location: bytz. supposed to be studying now. haha. joan and lg are trying to find/download/play gunbound in sch. hahaz. so me who doesnt play is here slacking with them. haha. and now they cant play it and we are still here slacking. haha. maybe i should just start mugging without them. hiya why am i so concerned with mugging. i sux nvm. dunno what's wrong with me. actually there's nothing wrong with me. hiya i dun make sense anymore. ignore me. haha.
haiz ppl are getting stressed over promos. bleahz. i dunno how to help. boo. i want to help him lahz. but how? nvm we'll work something out somehow. im worried. haiz.
It's something Mystical
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
withers away @ 11:16 pm
mugged in sch today. its been such a long time ever since i last mugged in sch but not in front of the lib counter. quite enjoyable haha. but freezing cold. going to mug again tml.
flipped thru the chinese papers and saw this quote.
the furthest distance in the world is not between life and death but when i stand in front of you yet you don't know that i love you. - tagore
It's something Mystical
Sunday, September 12, 2004
withers away @ 11:21 pm
im so dead. bleahs. blame myself for slacking. bio test: still photosynthesis and nothing else. econs essay: 1 and 1/2 pgs only. blame myself for keep forgetting to call bea. pw: nothing. i guess at this rate i'll only look at it at 1am. and printing it at 2.
but still at least i feel better. haha.
no matter how busy i am now due to my stupid slacking throughout the week, i still hafta write this. i think it's impt.
everyone suffers in life. dont run away. embrace it. confront it. dont ask why. dont ask why is it you and not someone else. ask how. ask how you can learn from it. ask how you can become stronger through it. ask how you can become a better person. sufferings are necessary. right from the moment we were born. we had to cry when we were delivered. if we didnt cry it would spell trouble. so there. necessary sufferings are there to help us. just that we may not know its effects there and then.
simple logic. homilies rox.
spirit wings
you lift me over all the earth bound things
and like a bird my heart is
flying free
i'm soaring on the song your spirit brings
oh lord of all
you let me see
a vision of your majesty
you lift me up and carried me
on your spirit wings
It's something Mystical
Saturday, September 11, 2004
withers away @ 11:31 pm
Did pw on wed. gosh nearly died. stayed there for like so long. yang joined us too haha.
had bbq ytd at mdm toh's house. well its nice meeting up with them. found out tt mdm toh's son and his gf are from nj! haha. he's one of the first batch of house reps. somehow he heard that the house reps and coucil are merging, so i told him that they already merged and some stuff about this. he thought the idea was quite stupid. oh wells.
today. mugged. only did photosynthesis for bio. best. somehow i just feel that i've done nothing this hols. i have just slacked all the time away. i suck.
xiang nian bu hui tou lan
wo de meng tong tong gei ni bao guan
gu dan bei ban qiu by ocean
It's something Mystical
Thursday, September 09, 2004
withers away @ 1:22 am
oh my today is madness. n today is meeting sheep day haha.
woke up at 9.34am tho i was supposed to wake up at 8. ignored my alarm clock. big mistake. was late for guitar prac. lucky nothing much happened. was supposed to meet barney and joanne at orch at 12.30 since guit ends at 12. ended up having exco meeting wif ms ng. good. i thought there goes my lunch. haiz
waited for bus until i died. saw yang walking down the bridge into nj. haha knew he was doing pw.. in the end i still went for lunch at yoshinoya. they just finished eating and i joined them. on the way there the bus driver quarrelled with one of the passengers. quite scary sia. they were v loud and shouting at each other. the passenger knocked on the door of the bus coz the driver didnt open it. n the driver said tt he didnt open it coz the ppl havent move to the rear of the bus yet. den he went "where u come frm huh! blardy no manners ah u! u still wear shirt and tie huh!" this went on for quite some time and everyone was staring at them. gosh. someone tried to be the mediator and was ignored. but i still reached orch safely. haha
went to coffee bean. did pw until die. listened to the same cd that they played over and over again for more than 10 times. casie counted. haha. we alr memorized the seq of the songs by the end of the session. lg msged n said yang wanted to come. haha msged him to tell him not to come. in the end he was in taka. so we just told him where we were. he got lost in taka n didnt know how to walk! haha. so we guided him and he reached safely. den he went kino to read. came down again and sat in for our pw session. he helped quite a bit lah. haha.
well so that's my day. ended pw at 10. gosh. this is madness. haiz. i still havent started mugging. joanne, barney, yang have. haiz im so dead.
dead. 26 days. if i cant survive on qilixiang, i'll survive on geqian.
It's something Mystical
Monday, September 06, 2004
withers away @ 11:27 pm
today went ok.. erm.. spa.. hiya dun talk about it. maybe i screwed it up. who cares.
econs wasn't that bad. somehow the time passed quite fast. but we got more econs hwk to do. T_T
there is nothing to blog about haha. oh wellz pw's been changed to wed. casie really needs to take care of her health. i just got this feeling i would die on wed. so hectic! i have to start work tml somehow. if i idle my time away i might as well just fail promos. argh im just stressed damnit. counting down to promos sux.
wo men wei ai hai zai xue
xue gou tong de yu yan
xue zhe liang jie
xue zhe bu liu lei
deng wo men xue hui fei
fei yue hei ye he kao yan
ri zi jiu yao cong gu dan li bi ye
ai qing zheng shu by sun yanzi
It's something Mystical
Saturday, September 04, 2004
withers away @ 11:50 pm
well well.. i just realised that this week of hols is going to be nothing but madness.. im supposed to complete the whole econs tut tml, consisting of mcq qns, drq, discussion qn, essay outlines. hohoho merry xmas to me. not only that. i have to study for bio spa too. best. i wonder how are we going to survive mon. gosh bio spa and 3h of econs tut after that!! tues: pw. havent annotated stuff. havent even read through them. impact? still non-existent. we are dead. wed: guitar. best. the week after hols: bio test. on all topics. ALL.
faints.
shall slack today. since i slacked the whole day away. only did maths. the tut was painful to do. gosh. ok maybe it was me who is so stupid, so dunno how to do. hiya. bleah.
listening to: qi li xiang. haha ok nothing new.
cant think of what lyrics to type. so yah. haha.
It's something Mystical
Wednesday, September 01, 2004
withers away @ 11:56 pm
spent today stoning and just doing enough work to last me through tml.. erm not quite.. gp which was due on mon is still half done. i just cant bring myself to write about something which i have so little knowledge on.. oh well whatever.. no matter what i better finish it and put it into her letter tray tml for fear that she'll kill me when fri double gp period comes haha..
cant believe hols start next wk. i better start planning or else i'm dead.
33 days. i hope i can just survive on qilixiang.
It's something Mystical
withers away @ 12:22 am
teacher's day celebs.. gosh we did the aces day workout.. had absolutely no space. if we werent threatened to do it all over again i think all of us would have continued stoning. couldnt stand it man.. celebs was rather boring.. erm.. when u r in the sun.. i guess nothing really gets your interest.. ended up me n lg playing games on phones..
went back to ny after celebs wif lg and bea. juz so happens tt ny ends at 1030 too. best. but at least the side gate is open. the teachers are still there.. haha.. pk wasnt there.. take mc as usual.. hope she really takes care of herself n her baby.. ms lee gone to study for phd!! same as mr lee!! haiz.. but saw alot of teachers too.. was juz moving around freely up and down the staff room.. haha.. saw all the 4/9 ppl too.. we going mdm toh's house next fri for bbq!! haha.. so she really wasnt fooling us when she said last yr tt she'll give us a treat.. haha.. 4/11 ppl going too.. juz tt duno if same date.. if same lg will be there too!! haha.. there'll be so many ppl!! haha.. whatever lyanna said.. erm we'll sorta deal with it later..
lg had to go back for lunch so me cyn and bea went out! heehee.. first we went back to cyn's house coz she forgot to bring her wallet out today.. listened to qi li xiang all the way.. all 3 of us haha.. cant stop listening to it.. now i also listening.. frm 9+ till now.. haha.. even cyn wants the cd man!! haha.. den we went ps.. wanted to watch 13 gg on 30. tix sold out. terribly long queue. got tix for alien vs predator instead. had 1/2h to eat lunch. we went cafe cartel (izit? i tink so.. juz reminds me so much of econs n oligopoly n wadeva but nvm..) but set lunch was sold out. best. went to long johns instead. queuing sux.. serving so damn small!! decided we shall fill our stomachs with popcorn n sweets.. grabbed some.. ok not grab.. still need to queue.. went in on time.. movie was not bad.. until the end when we finally knew what was going on then it started to become funny for some reason.. haha.. bea and her mother of goos!! hahaha.. so damn funny sia.. haha..
after movie went to shop abit... nearly 6 cyn had to go.. so was thinking if i shld go join joan weepz and whoever is there.. in the end didnt go.. sorry ppl.. we ended up in starbucks drinking coffee n not going home!! haha.. coz bea had a coupon for that particular wadeva-name coffee.. buy 1 get 1 free.. couldnt finish it.. me and cyn poured our leftover coffee (half a cup) to bea's cup. so she had a whole cup of coffee to bring home since she couldnt finish.. and half of that contained the jelly haha.. had such a fun time laughing.. haha..
den we went home via mrt.. regretted.. should have taken bus.. haha.. but nvm.. bus i also need to walk.. and no one walk with me this time haha.. reached home nearly 7.. glad i didnt go to great world to meet them.. if not i would have reached home even later.. and mum would probably blow her top again..
havent done any work so far.. im so dead. so dead. so dead.
wo xiang wo shi tai guo yi lai
zai gua dian hua de gang cai
jian chi xue dan chun de xiao hai
jing jing kan shou zhe fen ai
ni ting de dao by jay